Oh, Gosh- Long time no see darlin' !

Hello Ladies x
Been a while, hasnt it?
Oh, Im so worried about this swine flu! I hope we dont all die! Yes, i bet all you stupid-care-about-nothing twats are thinking "Shut up! We aint gonna die!!" Well, just let you naive fools that i know the Person that just came back from Mexico and has it- Yeah, the "unamed" Londoner witch has the deadly virus. He was a friend of my sisters and his Mother is friends with Mine. God bless him x Hope he gets well x

Now, Yes- Im feeling incredibly melancholly tonight let me list why:
1, The Swine Flu affecting a friend
2, Year 8 Girls Jab tomorrow
3, Ill- Chest infection; didnt go to school today
4, Miley Cyrus's Autobiography- So upseting :(
5, Those wannabes that think they dress well- I must tell them soon.
6, I wont get my manaquin and sewing machine until june

Yes, This IS a hard time for me :(

Okay, We have talked about 1, You must already know about 2, 3 (Not much to explain) Lets just skip to 4.

Okay I finished Miley Cyrus's Autobiog yesterday- So heartwarming- She talked about how she visited a childrens hospital- She met a 10 year old called Vanessa- Vanessa was dressed in a Cinderellas outfit, But she looked like Aerial; She had Red hair, Fair skin, freckles and a lovely smile- Miley said to her "Your beautiful" V answerd "So are you" That day Miley made a new best friend- Shed visit her all the time and wouldnt stop thinking about her; Soon Vanessa died of Cancer- I have to lost 2 people to Cancer, My Great Friend Saffron- She was 12, Year 7 when she caught the deadly cancer, I was only 10; I was devestated- That was the first time i ever felt heartbreak. Little did i know that i would be having alot of that from years to come. Losing 5 people in the period of 3 years was the toughest time in life, in that time i had to cope with Bullies, No make that BULLY, Deaths, Eating disorders and Self Harm- Life was shit. Now ive grown up and have learnt to cope with life- Its not all sunshine and rainbows- You meet the people that lighten up your life; they soon go.. Then you meet the people who you believe are there to hep you and be a friend- Then you find out they are horrible people who make your life a living hell. Thoose people will never leave your life- They will always be there- To make you feel like a piece of shit. Those are the people who you wish would go away for ever and never come back. Myabe it will make me stronger in the future- Who knows? I hope it does, thats one good thing about it. But i still have those people in my life- i hve oithers who are there to comfort me in my darkest times. I have ambitions when i grow up- To be model, fashon designer, musician- Those horrid people will be stuck at home when there 40 living with their parents while il be becoming a DAME and living y life to the full. So for now- Those vile people mean NOTHING to me, NOTHING, i dont need to piss takers to ruin me and try to make thewmselfs feel better about commenting on my hair how it looks "Stupid" Look at yours. I dont give a shit- Like you would be a sucesfull designer or stylist Nah-AH. So go home and start dreaming and leave other hopefull people alone. We are not the failures YOU ARE. So Bon Voyage You Failures- Il see you in your dustbin while im throwing out my Bennets, I LOVE giving to charitys :)

Bye Byeeee : )

Your nothing like S
XOXO